Thursday, February 23, 2006

Over the range?

The past few days has been awkward and uncomfortable for me, I’m not sure where I am. The nights where I’ve spent staring into empty streets with blinding streetlights are back to worry my shadows. I look away and felt something on my face; I reach up to find that my fingers are wet. Carrying a grudge is the heaviest load. How many second glances am I allowed, after the many looks behind my shoulders, they are finally slumped in exhaustion.

Rachel is leaving in a few hours. My world feels a little heavier, the two vessels I seek refuge in, and unload my hurting delusions, has finally left me behind (guilt-trip intended). The halo and the pitchfork, the crazywoman and psychobitch (you two can fight over this one, the latter is a much coveted title I know).

I miss you both: It’ll be alright, we’ll be home tonight, I’m coming back home. Is the home really where the heart is? If it is, Stel has divided and is about to conquer certain hotspots of Perth and the quieter areas of Melbourne.

7 comments:

ass2006 said...
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kimfluttersby said...

well, just to remind u.. i'll always be here for you. i can be a lil naggy sometimes but i take things lightly and don't judge. i may be working but won't be too busy. so call me if u ever need me k.

Stella said...

yes you are you working woman! i'll only be around during the weekends :( cyberjaya..*miserable. so i might just call you this weekend :D

jinxed said...

managed to go online to add a comment here using stephy's laptop.. haha. who u calling psychobitch now la? -_- i miss u guys like crazy. make sure u get ur ass to melbourne ok? dun forget u can sms me anytime. will reply if i've got credit. hehe...

Stella said...

i KNEW you will terasa on the psychobitch part. what makes you think its you? :P
no excuses since you just told me you are getting a landline. hah just made that piece of infomation public :D

UnkleBus said...

im impressed. nice layout

Stella said...

my sister, smarty pants. but my color scheme and choice of photos on the banner :P
hahaha damn kiasu..haddd to take credit for something.