Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Green


I've been ill for a few hours.

I don't normally fall sick. Whenever I do I brace myself through it, refusing anti-depressants or painkillers when they were prescribed. I want to be above that. I am heavy duty and would not succumb to minor botherations such a fever or fatigue. I am iron. I dislike the weak, I dislike having to resort to medications but I am in destitute.

But the past couple of hours has been laborious. I was in agony, I couldn't stop my tears from creating a trail down my cheeks, rippling down my chest, soaking my collar.

The pain cannot be affiliated with with anything emotional, only I felt so sorry for myself. This physical pain can't even be alchemized into art, it is bodily. I can't even chalk it up into an interesting experience.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Cassidy Oo





I love her looking like this, her fur long and messy super cute la.
But Ham, my dad and my sister likes it shorter. She was just groomed 3 days ago and looks like Whoopi Goldberg again because they took off all the hair around her face and her fringe is gone :(


Justinla's lingo.

Stella says:
more "chee kick"
Nitsuj says:
chee kickapoo
Stella says:
kick your poo
Nitsuj says:
pickakoo
Stella says:
pick cheekick poo
Nitsuj says:
chick pee pick koo
Stella says:
poo is kick
Nitsuj says:
chick pee on d pool
Nitsuj says:
kick chickpea po
Nitsuj says:
ol
Stella says:
you know poo
Stella says:
you know who?
Nitsuj says:
who is poo?
Nitsuj says:
is poo you?
Stella says:
you are poo
Stella says:
i know poo
Stella says:
and poo is you
Nitsuj says:
i not poo
Nitsuj says:
poo is you
Nitsuj says:
you so cool
Nitsuj says:
cuz you poo
Stella says:
poo in the pool
Stella says:
you are the pool
Nitsuj says:
but u are poo
Nitsuj says:
if i am pool
Nitsuj says:
then wut are u
Stella says:
we are fools
Nitsuj says:
u can be poo
Nitsuj says:
cuz poo is in da pool
Stella says:
i am a fool
Stella says:
you are a tool
Stella says:
haahhaha
Stella says:
you are a stool
Nitsuj says:
arent we so cool
Stella says:
i am cool
Nitsuj says:
too cool for skool
Stella says:
we is cool
Stella says:
yeap too cool for pool
Nitsuj says:
but as kool as stool
Nitsuj says:
too pool for cool
Stella says:
too fool for cool
Nitsuj says:
coo tool for pool
Stella says:
you are a fool
Stella says:
you are my tool
Stella says:
hahahahaha
Nitsuj says:
a tool dats cool?
Nitsuj says:
or a fool who's pool
Stella says:
a cool tool
Nitsuj says:
or a cool skool
Stella says:
no school is cool
Stella says:
but a pool is cool
Nitsuj says:
as cool as a fool?
Stella says:
cooling fooling pooling poo
Nitsuj says:
drooling like a fool, tooling with da cool
Stella says:
a fool's drool?
Stella says:
a fool's drool is cool
Nitsuj says:
as cool as a pool?
Stella says:
cooler than a pooler
Stella says:
a drooler is a cooler
Nitsuj says:
cooler than a 3yr old stool?
Nitsuj says:
cooler than 3yr old skooler?
Stella says:
cooler than a preschooler
Stella says:
but a preschooler's stool is cooler
Nitsuj says:
aint as cool as a stooler who's a fool
Stella says:
a stooler who's a fool is indeed cool
Stella says:
but not as cool as stool in the pool
Nitsuj says:
i still think a skool wit a tool is cooler than a stool in a pool
Nitsuj says:
but no doubt
Nitsuj says:
a cool fool is like a stool in a pool
Stella says:
but a tool in a school is a fool although a stool in a pool beats a cool fool's stool
Nitsuj says:
i dun think a cool fool's stool is betta than a pool wit a stool
Nitsuj says:
but a fool who drools in skool is like a pool witout a stool tool
Stella says:
but thats what i said
Nitsuj says:
could b dats wut u paid
Nitsuj says:
wanna drink lemonade?
Stella says:
a drooler is no fool in a school
Stella says:
want
Nitsuj says:
pant
Nitsuj says:
like an ant
Stella says:
i wear the pants
Nitsuj says:
then i'll grant
Stella says:
you wear the skirt
Stella says:
then i drink
Nitsuj says:
how bout i pear the wants
Nitsuj says:
u skear the wirt
Nitsuj says:
den i think
Stella says:
im the wire
Stella says:
you the fire

Monday, September 10, 2007

Scrabble babble.

Hm. Playing Scrabulous with Leonard, Zhao Kun and Jung.

I got 32 points for a word I made and Leonard said "MA CHAU HAI!"
When he made a word for 33 I said "wahlauu ehhh"
This game making us so malaysian I love.
He is also "smoking like a bitch" i quote cause he's stressed.

Jung came online, msged me and said "Stel, are you ready?"
I'm like, ready for what omg scrabble!!

Ok back to t he game.

How many brothers fell victim to the streets.

Hot damn I'm so addicted to Scrabulous. I see anyone online I bug them to play.

Great weekend! Friday night a few of us attended Arthur's financial planning seminar. It was alright only..my sister and I were communicating on this feedback sheet they gave us and we were saying things like "so money minded can die", and when the presenter was speaking on how he gave his wife 10k to go on a holiday we wrote "ugh that depends if you want to have a wife who'd bug you for a gucci bag every week" and yeah..along the lines of that. It was two pages front and back full of our comments. We also answered his questions like when he asked which stock market fell in whenever or some math questions he directed at the audience. Joyce answered the math ones and I answered the other ones and we added a "duh" at the end. And..the presenter, who is Arthur's investor, found it.

He said I'm going down. He is also going to frame it up o.O
I wasn't dissing the presenter per se, I was dissing the concept in general. Putting wealth on a high pedestal, worshipping it, it disgusts me. Overall I thought the presentation was good and he mentioned a few key points we should all remember. Pyro, financial designers. Thumbs up!

Anyway, on Saturday morning my dad took my sister Joyce, Rachel, her brother Russell, Scott and myself to Bah Kut Teh! Read about BKT again on Elle's blog and Ray wanted some so there we went.

After that Edmond came to pick my dad, Esther and I up to go to the Times book fair!! I bought 6 books! For less than 200ringgit. Thick hard cover books. Love love love going again next weekend.

Edmond and I haven't seen each other in a while but he's an amazing friend and we use to be super close so it was awesome catching up.

In the evening I took Alex to play ping pong with my dad and his friends. I was so freaking bored.

For dinner Joyce brought her friend Choo Yen and bf Voon Ying along.

Poor Daddy didn't get anytime alone with us cause after that I met Tyler and Rowena cause we happened to be in SS2 but when I got home Joyce and I had maggi with Daddy and it was off to bed!

Friday, September 07, 2007

Where my balls!

So yeah I don't shop, I don't buy makeup or shoes (cept for converse) or bags. I've never had a facial and I don't use facial cleanser.

But, I am addicted to manicures, pedicures and brazilian waxing.

When I get mani and pedis I always only get the French.

However, these days I get talked into something else. I actually dont want anything but the French but I don't want to offend the manicurist and somehow am shy to insist on what I want.

I end up with disgusting designs.


So sad..but sayang to wash it off :(

I'm a walking freak show.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

Yesterday is yesterday, if we try to capture it, we will only lose tomorrow.

I'm browsing through the downloads on Ham's computer.

Who the fuck downloaded avril disgusting bitch lavigne and high school music songs into the computer? What the fuck is up with the akon and fergie songs? Wah I damn pissed.

Some more someone put my Rilo Kiley and Eisley songs into the trance folder. WTF?? No wonder I haven't listened to them in more than a year.

Wanna die is it.

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On the happy.. Chemical Brothers is pulsing through me and Cosmic Gate sounds pretty damn good. I'm in an alternate universe.

Wednesday, September 05, 2007

So cute can die.



This was taken in Tiger's car on the way to Ham's house. Doggy took us through the longest way ever to get there. Oh, that phone there belongs to Tiger's mum, I was using it :P cause the mic on my phone was ripped off when my sister changed the cover for me -_- But it works now! Yay! I smsed so much my little finger very nearly fell off. Pictures were taken with my apparently outdated 1.3 megapixels phone. I only found out yesterday its a 1.3 after many many months of using the same phone. Not bad what. Can see Cassie so dirty daddyHam havent showered her.

Cassie very rarely sits or naps on my lap. She doesn't like anyone holding or touching her either. But this time in the car although I sat her on the other side she came over and put her head on my lap to sleep. I tried very hard not to move at all cause I didn't want her to go away!

Living to eat

Ham and I went for dinner with my dad and baby sis Esther last night in Rakuzen Plaza Damas, one of my dad's favourite Japanese restaurants. We actually wanted to go to Greenview after I heard Elle's review on the place. But Joyce would be pissed if we had crabs without her so we decided to have Japanese since she hates Japanese food.

I don't normally take pictures of food. But Ham and my dad were yakking away about some business thing, something along the lines of tenders and gangsters wth. So I snapped two pictures and then my dad looked at me disapprovingly so I stopped.

But got two! Esther looks damn scary, she another one not photogenic. Hehe. Her favourite, Unagi.


This is one bento set. Couldn't even capture everything in one frame. My dad, Ham and I each had one although this one was the biggest but yet didn't have any rice unless you count the sushi and I hate sushi. By the time the 3rd set came (and my extra portion of shashimi) we had to move to a bigger table -_- The 4 seater didn't have enough space for our food.

Funny, this set is supposedly the biggest one cause it cost the most but the other sets had rice, more shashimi and shishamo. Hm.

Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Ham was away for a couple of days the week before. I house-sat for him and I realized that without him, it was pretty hard for me to get by because I didn't know how to connect "Mommah" to the internet once it somehow disconnected. Also, I had to take out the trash. I hate taking the trash out. But I had to do it and was feeling so kesian for myself. Then somehow, there was a baby cockroach in the sink. There's never been a cockroach in the house and the moment he's not around, here it comes swaggering into my sink!! Sexy the husky keeps crying and staring out to window *sigh. But Cassie was completely fine and dandy hehe.

So he's back now and everything is in order!

Friday, August 24, 2007

Most of us are sad, but I'm not most people!

Last night Ham tried using this free facial wash Heng brought home months ago.
He had his whole face covered white in that gunk except for a thick line above his upper lip and he turned to me and said "Look babe, no milk."

Maybe this is commonplace for couples who use facial wash, but neither of us do so I laughed and laughed and laughed.

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Ham has his friend Awang. Awang is also my friend. Awang loves trance. Whenever we are in Ham's car my music would obviously be playing. Awang would compliment the song and tell me I have good taste but then ah, at almost every song he'd say "Hey if they made this song into a trance track, best!" and would try to churn out this sound.
After a while I said "Wang, jangan semua lagu best best nak jadi trance ok!"

But apparently there are already quite a few of the Ramones' songs made into trance song. Hm.

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It's 9am and Ham isn't back from his outing. I'm so hungry cause I'm waiting for him for dinner and I ate a quarter of my cheesecake. It's not very thick la about half an inch of biscuit and an inch or so of cheese. But dunno why now feel quite the full.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Sheena is a punk rocker.

I like my new font on MSN so much I'm typing and typing! So long-winded! Haha when Khai Lee asked me to join some 16-word short story competition I said "Hello, I'd die if I can't eloborate mty points man, 16 words siao."
He told me the night before the dateline so naturally I forgot. Meaning I didn't have time to get reminded repeatedly.

Wrote a long ass post just now when I was bored but blogger wasn't working. I'll go check and see if it was saved.

I'm gonna post the shit/chocolate pictures soon! So exicted! It's right up there on the same level as my cake picture. Ooh who has my cake picture! Send to me again. Jung? Aran?

Brainstorm, take me away from the norm

I went for class today and my classmate John said "Wow Stella, you're early! It's only Week 4, we usually see you at least a month after classes had started."

True. But this Lenny has been scaring me saying Mr.Bong (Faculty Director) has been really strict on attendance and they'd minus 2% for every class you miss without an mc. 2% is damn bloody a lot lor considering I skip at least 50% of all my classes. Plus I know he would definitely notice if he walks into any class and don't see me there.

But apparently that might not be true too. We'll see.

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In the beginning, when I'd go to Ham's grandma's for dinner I'd stick by his side, eat quietly, wash the dishes and then sit in front of the TV.

These days I'm not glued to his side anymore. In fact sometimes he'd take his dinner to the telly and I'd sit at the dinner table chatting with his aunts and uncle. After dinner I'd sit outside with his two aunts and chat for an hour or so while he watches TV. Sometimes he'll even go out with his friends and I'll stay back at his grandma's talking to her and taking notes as they explain how to cook certain dishes. We do things separately in his grandma's house. I'm really comfortable there! Sometimes I don't even want to go home cause I like the atmosphere so much. I love family life la, just makes you feel like everything will be okay no matter what and nothing could go wrong.

Now Ham is trying to convince me to go over earlier everyday to learn how to cook from them so that I can cook the same dishes for him in the future. What la.
Actually I don't mind, the food there mostly spicy! I LIKE!

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Alvin asked me if I had a blog a couple of days ago and said that someone someone gave him the link. Then he teased me and called me a blogger. I'm not a blogger lor. I never considered myself to be one and I really really don't want to be one. I see this as an online journal and though people say it all the time I really do mean it when I say it exists as an outlet for me and just something for my friends to read. Like..my 5 friends who read this blog. I don't write here as if its for the world to read and I'm definitely not hoping to attract more readers or anything like that at all.

If you know me, you'd know I don't give a shit about my "social life" or "network" or anything lame like that. I keep it real! (quote the lovely elleashley.com)

But recently certain friends tell me that some of the things I wrote offended their friend(s) and bla bla bla. That I should be more mindful of what I say because anyone can access this blog. Hello! I don't even know your friend leh.. I give a shit ah how they feel about what I write. So kepoh wanna read ppl's blog then deal with what's here la aiyo.

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The other day someone, one of Ham's friends I think asked me if I was going to the Gwen Stefani concert and I said "No.."
Then the fella said "Eh, no? So your thing! Gwen and hiphop and all."
SINCE WHEN AH. Do I really look like the type *SOBS I rocker maa..mat rocker also can dowan to look like a Gwen fan hehe.
No Doubt was okay la, but when she went solo I never really caught up with her. It's like a different sound in a different dimension.

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

My poor baby!

Ham smacked Cassie for the first time today! Not smack la like a little tap but it made her so confused! She was staring at him in a "Papa why you beat me" kinda look. I know these things la ok.

Cassie peed outside of the toilet today. She's stopped it a long time ago you know! She has been doing her businesses in the toilet for months already :( But daddyHam would not tolerate it.

After that she went to him and licked his feet. Poor baby. Until now keep staring at her Papa, wondering why he smacked her.

*SOBS

On a brighter note, she has become quite aggresive. She bit Sexy till Sexy was bleeding. *evil laugh*

Ham and I had a big argument today because I refused to take my cirit-birit medicine (its pink and white.. and quite frankly, tasted like fermented tulips) and he went and crushed it. and put it. in my air kelapa. Like I couldn't taste it in there!

After that we continued arguing cause I didnt want to go to school tomorrow saying I should make full use of my 2day mc and claim I'm still feeling sick. Lecturers love me! They will surely buy it one. But no, kept giving me that sullen face. He's going to start working on another production again soon, might as well spend time together now! Other boyfriends would be thrilled if their girl wants to skip class and spend time with them.

Only of course, when that class is a 9am class and he doesn't have work that day.

Legs to beat the ground, and our hearts to beat the band




After a shower Cassie would look damn good. But after 5 minutes of play with Sexy, gone la she'd look like a wild puppy possibly a stray. Like in these pictures. They would tumble and bite each other to no end and Cassie would emerge covered in saliva and her fur like chicken feathers. Somehow she's not photogenic la. She hardly looks nice in pictures but the real thing..is crazy cute!! Cute until can die why why la the pictures doesn't show. Doesn't even show 5% of her actual cuteness.

I've been making cheesecakes the past 2 weekends. Damn nice lor if I say so myself.

These past weeks I've also been seeing more of Ham's friends Darren and Dwayne, along with their girlfriends Su Ann and Michelle. I got along with the girls! Stella made new friends :D Ham's usually the friend you have to beg and plead before he'd agree to go out so..even though we've been dating for almost a year and a half I've only seen his friends in a complete group a handful of times.

I miss my own ones. My colorful colorful space people!

I'm gonna post more nonsense pictures before posting my shit/choclate ones (I've been saving them!). To achieve balance. Heheh
My sister did my nails. I like!

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Backside clean clean.

Actually, quite fast lor me. Except this youtube damn mafan ask for this that. But it's worth it!

See, Cassie cleans her backside after she shits. Almost every single time! It looks damn cute la when she's doing it. But girls would say its gross. But nola her backside clean leh, I wipe it for her with baby wipes every time she shits or pees. I actually have a few videos cause she does it for quite a while in intervals. But only one worked. Ho hum. Everytime I see her do this I know its time to wipe her backside!

Have an apple, have some lye..

I lost my phone USB cable thingy right, but then today I realized, my mom has the same phone! (My parents also uses the same message tone as I -_- So when Bob Marley's Don't worry be happy comes on all three of us move) And she definitely doesn't use the thingamajigs. So I took hers :D

Yay there are cool pictures to see! Can upload the shit/chocolate pictures! I wanna upload these videos of Cassie. But first I gotta find out how and I'm guessing it'll take me a while -_-
So here's some pictures of Langkawi from my phone.


Ham and I! Bangun pagiii gosok gigiii


One can of that and I was spinning and spinning (the Heineken). No more! I don't know why I bought that vodka thing apart from it being peach flavored there's no other redeeming quality. When I used to drink.. vodka tasted the worst! Smell and taste like rats saturated in detergent. I drank half of that though and made Ham drink the other half. He agrees with me, got cockroach inside. All vodka is made from cockroach pee. Ok, I need to make up my mind about the contents of vodka. Brown liquor used to rock. Whiskey la everyone. Eh that can of beer RM3.10 only :D


Krys at Rasa. Rachel took this picture and said my phone picture quality sucks. You just don't know how to use it la. Look at the other pictures -_-


View of Babe from the bed. I like!


Okay so this picture isn't from Langkawi. This was in Rachel's room. Dunno when. He's so adorable! msikgn494jgmn309902n2777ion!!!

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Cassie infiltrates.



Cassie's favourite spot in my house is under the couch.
Everyday I'd lie down on my stomach on the floor next to her and hold her hand while she sleeps. My parents think it's a little abnormal.
Last night Joanna slept over so we put a mattress on the floor for Ham :D
But Cassie took over so I lied down on the mattress and stared at her for a good one hour.
She kept moving away from me cause I'd put my nose right in front of her and grin at her.
Everytime she moved I'd move also to face her. Ham sat next to me and stroked her. When she moved he'd move her to face me saying "Baby girll mommy wants to look at you" :D

Ham says he's becoming more like me cause he's starting to talk to her in a baby voice.
He damn bad lor. Whenever Cassie is under the bed and we wanna get her out I'd call and say "Cassieee Cassieee mommy hereeee come come mommy hereee."
Ham mimiced me using a high-pitched annoying voice. All complete with the gestures except he made it extra gedik. He calls her "baby girlll" haha so pondan.
Sexy is so fat her head looks too small for her body. Sounds like someone we know :P

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Venus, hardeeharhar

Last night, I went to a night club! Venus, somewhere in Sg Chua. Joanna and I have never been to a shady night club so we decided to go. I bugged Ham and he called his friends who has friends who frequent the place.

We got a big 20 seater room with moderately comfortable couches. I was quite excited to see the "girls" in action but erm they were quite irritating in their high-pitched, extremely loud cutesy China accent. They kept screaming and yelping with the guys. The guys asked them to leave after 20 minutes hehe.

At first it was pretty fun, singing and listening to others sing.

But later in the night, some of the guys played some trance music which was realllly crap. Imagine Safri Duo remixed with some ah beng dude's voice talking in between. It got so bad Jo and I went outside to escape for a while.

It'll probably be my first and last time.

Anyway, this is one of the rare occasions pictures were taken.

Me sleeping cause it was past my bedtime with Jo and Hafiz.

Hafiz and Jo. Hafiz is back from Perth for good! He's now working in True Fitness in Hartamas and is pestering Ham to work out -_- me don't like muscles. No mus-kels!

Victor and Leong. They are both fathers to adorable adorable kids.

Jourdang made his special appearance. I loveeee this expression on his face.

Ham and his best friend Hafiz. Victor pulled a prank and called a girl for Hafiz. He glared at Victor after giving a feeble smile to the chick and asked her to leave. Damn tiu these guys.

Ham and I!
Erm, not sure what Ham was doing here.
Hello everyone!
Ok bye!

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

I got tagged!

I've always seen the word around, tag. But never knew what it was till today. Yeah I'm stupid like that.

Anyway, before the tagging thingy.. We went to Cowboy and it was closed! Ham was so sad! So we decided to try Boathouse which Ray said, I have to try the beef burger there. But steak trumps burger so I had this bleu cheese and black pepper steak. The lady said "Oh this one's different, quite special." So I was all excited to try it but when it came, it wasn't bleu cheese and black pepper mixed. It's cheese on one side and black pepper on the other. It was yum anyway.
Steaks never keeps me full. I came home and had nasi kandar with fried chicken and sotong two hours later.

So okay, tagging thingy.
We're supposed to talk about our ambitions. Or at least, what they were.

Detective (higher ranking than a cop ok)
Oooh I've wanted to be a detective for the longest time! All throughout primary school. My friend Candice and I always talked about cases we would solve and stuff. I think its because we read a lot of Nancy Drew and Famous Five books. I wanted to be a detective all the way until I started reading newspapers and watched Kisah Benar.

Teacher
I've always wanted to teach. At first it was because it is an honourable occupation. How clever teachers are to know these things and could answer my questions (well some of them) But lately it's because I love kids! I do teach a little here and there.
First I tutored some kids and it was good pay, RM25/hour. But then it all got a little hectic and I my A2 exams were coming so that stopped. After that I gave night tutoring to Korean kids, all 22 in one class. They're 8 to 12 so the drama between the girls had already started so.. I didnt like the job that much. I used art to teach them about harmony and how people, just like colors work better when united. (Long story) It didn't work, maybe cause I didnt believe what I was saying haha. Though..they did pay me RM600 a month for 2 hours of tutoring a week.
During my past holidays I worked part-time in Peter and Jane. They threw me in "the deep end", or so they said. Three year olds. I was Miss Stella to Class Yellow. I LOVED EVERY SECOND OF IT. Even though there was a kid who cried till he threw up every morning, a kid whose mom has to sit there all day while he weeps and you know, more vomit. Even so, I love every single one of them. I have so many stories to tell. I yakked about it nonstop, Ham was going cuckoo cause after a while I kept repeating the same stories.
They were going to pay me 1200 a month full time from 8 to 4 but I decided to do it voluntarily. After all I'm not qualified in Early Education. So this kindergarten thing is something I'm definitely looking into.

Lawyer
Why?! Why?! I like(d) debating and arguing so I thought being a lawyer would be fun. I was in primary school, probably had to do with the detective thing. I thought, If I know the law well enough I'm gold! I can get out of any situation and put people in situations! Bullshit made my parents so happy I had to do Pre-Law in A-levels. I knew I didn't want to be a lawyer but it turned out my best subject. Bye bye Queen Midas.

Art Restorer/Painter
I love painting. I discovered it in Form 4, late I know but I was nuts about it. I was painting all the time. But it was the one thing that my parents were unhappy about. The art I love isn't digital, isn't photography or anything semi-practical like that. I am a copier. I look at something in a book and replicate it. I go weak at the knees when I see a beautiful scenery that I can copy. Also if I restore paintings, that means I get to touch paintings from Renaissence! But uh, no hope of that here and since I was young my parents' biggest fear is that I will move overseas. So..slowly my parents discouraged me, got rid of my paints and somehow I don't want to like painting anymore. I picked up a brush a year ago, it felt strangely familiar and wrong. Like being caught in the act of something shameful.

Professional Skateboarder.
Ok, so I wasn't good at tricks. But I am damn fast yo. I used a gravity board and it had this little speedometer in the front. I was fast. I ran into a bus once, but it wasn't moving. I've had stitches, dislocated knees, bloody knees, bloody palms, bloody hair, fractures and whatever but the most painful skateboarding experience was when I was running downhill after my board when it hit a car tyre at full speed, bounced backwards off it and hit me full force in the shin. I think I had a hairline fracture, because the last time I felt that kind of pain, it was a fracture but I was too scared to tell my parents again so I limped for 2 weeks. I saw the exact same thing happen to my friend and I made the same mistake. I love Bob Burnquist because he is good-looking and I loved Chad Muska's 26 steps so I tried it and a piece of flesh from my finger came out cause the railing was rusted and busted in a few places. I used to wear torn jeans and black cons everyday, and listen to what they call "noisy music"; some people called me a lesbian. Yep, thats what you get for skateboarding in Malaysia they call you a lesbian. Also because I never dated in high school and thought high school love are for insecure saps. I rather be a dyke than be stupid :) I didn't date but I had my fair share of making boys do stupid things so somehow although the first time I held hands with a boy and kissed a boy was in college, I was either an Icequeen or a slut. The world and all the teenagers in it are warped. Why are people stupid.

I studied Advertising and PR. People tell me I'm perfect for the job. WHY?! I dislike more things than I like things! How can I romantisize things that I hate. If I have to work with Nike how? Or Esso? Or McDonalds or KFC? They are all criminals! Opportunists with no principles! If I go into advertising I might end up a criminal too, for grevious bodily harm! I sure whack people one haha. Somemore this kind of field where you have to layan people sometimes and the girls are all one-kind. How! I sure cannot stand one. Look at me and Mel! I almost killed her! :)

Okay, so I didn't stick to the topic. I'm a stoner, I can't ride my own train of thought.